You didn't break my heart.....you ripped it out of my chest, ran it over with your car, backed the car up, then ran it over again....
...taking me on a 1-1/2 year emotional roller-coaster ride.....leading me to believe everything was alright....then without warning or explanation.....vanishing.......requiring six correspondences over that time to get to the bottom of it.........when I gave you an opt-out from the beginning......
Writing "you're such a good friend, I can't wait until you're back so we can get together and chat".....to....."sorry I haven't written for nine months, things have been hectic".....
Bullshit.
I really don't understand you. You lift a restraining order on a romantic interest who criminally tresspasses on your family's property, verbally abuses you, physically threatens you, forces you to break the law by jumping a subway turnstile at Yankees stadium, which, had you been caught would have been problematic later on when you went to apply for a professional license, yet you obliterate, destroy, and crush a platonic friend who treated you with nothing but kindness. You handled it in a way to inflict the greatest possible pain I've ever experienced in the dissolution of a friendship.
For all of your outstanding qualities---fiscally responsible, strong work ethic, studious, motivated....at the end of the day, I believe you're insensitive and that you lack compassion. You can tell an awful lot about people from the company they keep. A warm, compassionate and loving person would not tolerate from a romantic partner, or be attracted to, or attract what you have.
You've taken on some of these same qualities.
